15.8.08
Nothing
8.8.08
Shine
5.8.08
The Place I'd love to Die (Part 1)
4.8.08
Little Room
Little room
Little room
Filled to the brim
Artifacts
Lost tracks
Television screens
Neon dreams
Painted plastic
Aerosol cans
Dreams of sailing
To foreign lands
Entities spawned
From different wombs
Sometimes singing
To the same tune
Some a harmony
Or a discordant note
Half empty bottles
And some coke
Claustrophobic
Little room
Little room
Endless gloom
Forever doomed
Welcome to my generation.
Reminiscing: 12 Years
Flush it down the line
Reeking of pain and remorse
Now you live with this pain all your life.
12 years of a lieAnd the 13th was the truth
So scared of ripped illusions and dreams
Happier in your own cocoon.
Tear away all the shades tonight
Let the sun stream in and fill you with light
Scorch your flesh till your soul gets burnt
Ever closer to the point of no return.
Wake up to the light
Step out of the cool, dark night,
Welcome to reality
Things aren't always what you'd like them to be.
12 years of a lieEcstatic as it ate up my insides
And now I'm too weak to face the truth,
To take a stand,
Do what I ought to do.
12 years of a lie
Totally enmeshed in a web of deceit,
Freefalling, now that I'm free
Why did you take my web away from me ?
Tear away all the shades tonight
Let the sun stream in and fill you with light
Scorch your flesh till your soul gets burnt
Ever closer to the point of no return.
Wake up to the light
Step out of the caress of the night,
Welcome to insanity
Feel free to take a dip in that sea.
12 years of a half-life
Almost radioactive inside,
In the 13th, I'm disintegrating fast
Ash to ash and dust to dust.
3.8.08
My Aquarius
With purple pulsing in his veins
With love and loathing I approach
To ease the lust that engulfs me.
A touch, a caress, but not a kiss
Under pretexts, another name
Guilt and shame fuse with pleasure
As bodies mingle like a flame.
Old friendships dimmed and new ones forged
To be broken anew in the wheel of time
Yet a faint memory remains
Of a master and his slaves behind.
Delight! To initiate, teach and destroy
Old barriers that are left behind
Broaden our horizons
To encompass the possibilities of body and mind.
Perhaps he remembers in some distant corner
A vague and shadowy memory
Now the teachers are taught and stand alone
My Aquarius, come to me.
20.2.08
Misty Blue
Morning Dew

On a foggy winter morning
The smells of burnt coal
Mingle with your perfume
We were young then
And innocent
And all of life and love
Was ours for the taking.
Furtive glances
In crowded rooms
A feeling
So brand new
It lifted our spirits
And made us soar
We were young then
And how we flew
Wind dancing with fire
Under morning dew.
So young and naive
With convictions so strong
That life and love
Were ours to take on
We were young then
And destined to be
Proclaimed by soothsayers
Or so it seemed.
Want
Midnight in a claustrophobic metropolitan flat
Wishing for a burst of nicotine
Midnight with nicotine oozing out of me
Wishing for a limousine.
Well I got everything I want
Well I got everything I need
When I have everything I want
Is when I start to bleed.
Midnight in my lover's arms
Longing for the days I was free
Forgetting all the tears I shed
Unwelcome escape from misery
Well I got everything I want
Well I got everything I need
When I have everything I want
Is when I start to bleed.
Happily, home-fed, lazy bum
Singing the home-sick blues
Overworked, malnourished, wage slave
Wishing for a home to go to
Well I got everything I want
Well I got everything I need
But no matter how much I get
It's never enough to still my greed.
Tirade
(I think you'll be happy now
That I'm giving up to go
There's a legitimacy to your claims
Towards the fruition of your needs.)
Witness the farce as along we sway
To the beat of the conductors symphony
That was corrupted by the sweat of millions
Such a basic human necessity
Witness the roles so defined we play
Acting to the invisible directions
Etched in by a hundred generations
The rigid mores of society
A thousand years of civilization
Dragging me down, down, down ............
(A hundred years of slavery
Left me with a perpetual frown)
Seize and shackle the hands of the free
Until they conform to all we believe
Destroy all in the name of a god
We aren't very sure exists
Hatred in the hands of the righteous
The most powerful weapon ever known
Flung like thunderbolts clothed in orange
To sear and ravage your home
A thousand years of civilization
Dragging me down, down, down ...........
(A million strands of DNA
Keeping me chained to the ground)
Come over and look at me
I am what you should aspire to be
Recognise the qualities of a patriot
A narrow minded, mindless bigot
I'll smash all that I don't like
Crush every beauty I see
Take all that I want and is not mine
It's the sovereign right of the free
Follow me as I lead
Our land into the sixteenth century
We can't compete so we may as well recede
From the annals of modernity
(All hail the gods that kill
We're overpopulated anyway)