Between moments of focus
Between the chaos of life
Sometimes on a quiet night
Loneliness crashes into me
With the force of a thousand engines
Dragging me into its icy depths
Suffocating the life out of me
Moments that never happened
Moments that should have been
Moments that were to be ours
And longing crashes into me
With the strength of a million desires
Grieving for all that is lost
And that which might have been